Writer's Block

So, I'm a story writer, but not a very good one. I never finish my stories. I probably have well over a hundred stories started, and only about 2 or 3 that are even finished. They're almost all on the computer. The other day, I was cleaning my room, and came across ANOTHER one. So I started reading, and was thinking, "this is a pretty good story," and then it stops.

"NO! NO! NO!!! Where's the rest of the story?!" I was very upset, and then I remembered something else about being a story writer: I DON'T WRITE OUT MY PLOTS!!! I have discovered that is one VERY bad thing about me, I forget about where I'm going with it. I have a vague recollection of the story (or writing it anyway), but I have been MUCH more successful if I write out what I'm doing, chapter by chapter.

I am currently writing one, and for some reason, I'm just being a lazy butt and not writing it. But I have the chapters written out! I even have the next two books written out, but I'm just a LAZYYYYY person.

Next week is Girl's Camp. And I can't blog. I'm a little sad about that. I can't check my e-mail either. I haven't checked it since Saturday, and I am making a goal not to until tomorrow. Just in case he e-mails, and then I don't look so desperate. I have found that I e-mail people like, AS SOON as they have e-mailed me. One friend did write to me, and the only reason she hadn't was because she had been at girl' camp! So I'm hoping he just went camping, and doesn't hate me or anything.... WAAH!!!! :'(

(Yes, I just did a crying emoticon!) So I have to wait, and I'm not a very patient person. (I know, shame on me!) I'm hoping this is teaching me some patience! IT HAD BETTER BE! (just kidding)