March 30, 2012

Sincerely, Your Lovesick Idiot

NOTE: Please keep in mind that I am a SUPER shy person, and it is very hard for me to reach out to people (even little kids, but especially boys I may/not have a crush on), so this is a HUGE step for me.

Dear Secret Crush,

Yesterday was amazing! First of all, I had a plan (because I'm organizized that way), and here was my 'genius' plan: I knew there was a girl who sat next to you, but she always came late, so I would come (ON TIME), and ask if I could sit next to you, and if any questions arose, I had a dentist appointment and I needed to leave early and didn't want to make much noise when leaving.

So I came into class, and you were already there, so I asked if I could sit next to you and you smiled at me (ME!), and then said, "Of course", and I couldn't believe it. So then we started talking about my lovely bus pass that lets me have access to any UTA (Utah Transit Authority) service, and then you asked me where I live (in general, not specific), and I told you the name of my teeny tiny town and you said, "Where's that?" and I laughed. "Do you know where (next-closest town) is?" You nodded. "Just west." You  nodded again, "That's what I thought." And then the professor came in (lousy professor).

So we discussed math (that is, after all, the class we take together), and then I had to clarify for you what the professor had written (he hates writing with white-erase boards, and much prefers chalkboards, and thus scribbles terribly on the white board), and then we got confused about a certain math topic, but then let it go because the professor had moved on.

But I never did hi-ho it out of there early like I was supposed to, but that's okay (the best is yet to come). I went down the hall, and because I was ahead of you, I "checked my e-mail" on my phone, which caused me to slow down, and then as I exited the door, I held it open for-YOU! Then we started up on the confusing math topic, only you had figured it out and had to explain it to me, and then we discussed whether we did homework (you do) or not (I don't), and then we discussed the upcoming test, as well as the math final we still had.... and then we went our separate ways.

The best part? It felt very mutual.
The worst part? I didn't even get your name.