Lauren

I wish I could hug you, and tell you I love you. I wish I could say, "What's up?" or, "How are you?" I wish it could be like it used to be, where we played Barbie's, and ate cookies at Grandma's together. I wish we could just be friends like we used to be forever and a day ago. And why not?

You don't even look at me anymore. You don't talk to me. You don't care about me (do you?). I wish I could just hold you until all your problems have been cried out, until you want to hug me back and say, "Where have you been?!"


But I can't.

You've changed. You have a job, you're going to school, and you have a boyfriend. I don't matter to you anymore. And I probably never will.

Ever. Again.