Fear

What am I waiting for? Am I waiting for HIM to say something, or do I just go for it? What's stopping me?

Fear.
Rejection.
Hurt.

Just like all the other times.

It makes sense, doesn't it? Being spurned, it's not something one does for fun. (Not me, anyway)

So why not? So WHAT IF HE DOES decide he just doesn't want me? I can move on with my life, and guess what? I tried my best, and if he looks back and says, "Wait! JUST KIDDING!!!! COME BACK!!!!!!!!" I will have moved on, and said "Nope. You said you didn't want to, and I tried my best..." That's all I can say, right?

(Sigh)

Why does this have to be so hard?