What the...?

OK, I am ready to take a stand (I think), so here goes:

I didn't date when I was young(er), but it wasn't a choice-I didn't get asked. I didn't have time, and school was my priority, but I hardly talked to boys.

Well, guess who's ready to date now? Do I have to publicly announce it so people-ahem, boys, will come and ask? I have never, never, NEVER been asked. I'm not necessarily complaining, but it would be nice if I got asked once in a while. Really? Almost all of my friends have been asked, and those who haven't choose not to. But I just feel like a total loser. No, this isn't a cry for help, because I didn't do anything wrong (did I?). Yes, I'm quiet, but I'm not stuck up (I swear!). What's past is past, right? Maybe at one point I didn't want to date, but now, the idea isn't all that appalling to me anymore. Just to go and have fun. (I think this just turned into a pity party.)

But my senior prom is coming up, my last chance in high school to go and have fun before I graduate. Doesn't anyone feel sorry for me? Or am I alone? I don't know, I guess I'm just frustrated, but I don't know what to do to change things. I have changed in the past, too! I cut my hair (ALL OF IT!...practically), I changed my clothes, I'm even wearing make-up now! I really do care about how I look! But nothing... I guess I better be careful what I wish for, right? (Sigh)

Well, college is coming up, and there should be plenty of dates coming up there, right? Please?

Is this thing ON?